Like I said before, I went to the doctor....Blah blah blah, well I got the results of the EKG today......Good news? I WISH! Never, there is never good news........RESULTS: I have heart problems. SHOCK! Whatever, there's more........And no it's not any better. I have to go to a specialist......BULLSHIT!...All of it! I can't have any more caffeine! No more coffee, no more tea, no more......SUGAR!!! Why me? Why?........Doctors need to fu-........Go to hell...How dare they tell me I'm almost diabetic AND this all in the same week!!! Assholes........Pardon my language....I get really fed up with stupid meaningless shit. DIE DOCTOR DIE!!!
Non-doctor related stuff:
I'm working on a movie.....I really want to be a filmmaker one day and I feel really good about the whole storyline and stuff, my friend wants to be an actress so I offered her the lead role. The thing is, I'm screwed when it comes to money and everything else.....I have the story and the leading lady, I just need everything else. So I'm back where I was a year ago.......Up a creak without a freaking paddle. Nice.
More crap:
Many people know I love the Jonas Brothers, and alot of people know I don't like to flaunt my love(like most fans).......But I have recently become overwhelmed with them, but in a good way. I have their address, but I choose not to flood them with tons of mail and stupid useless letters about how I love them.....You see, in my realization I discovered I am finally starting to see them as more than eye candy that play wonderful music(Do not snicker at meh!), they are real boys who live real lives, they bleed, cry, laugh, not like I didn't see this before, but it took me a while to really appreciate that I can accept the fact that I will never meet them. Sorry about ranting, but I've had this stuck in my head all weekend.....Ah, the weekend.....It was fun. Mostly me and Cheyenne talking about very inappropriate things....Including JB................Don't even ask. She's always fun, but our conversations can get a bit, explicit. Sometimes I forget she's only 13, it makes me feel like a bad friend, I'm only but I swear like a sailor and talk about.....Things in front of her......But it's not like she's a innocent little angel.....Still.....
Farewell!!!
Non-doctor related stuff:
I'm working on a movie.....I really want to be a filmmaker one day and I feel really good about the whole storyline and stuff, my friend wants to be an actress so I offered her the lead role. The thing is, I'm screwed when it comes to money and everything else.....I have the story and the leading lady, I just need everything else. So I'm back where I was a year ago.......Up a creak without a freaking paddle. Nice.
More crap:
Many people know I love the Jonas Brothers, and alot of people know I don't like to flaunt my love(like most fans).......But I have recently become overwhelmed with them, but in a good way. I have their address, but I choose not to flood them with tons of mail and stupid useless letters about how I love them.....You see, in my realization I discovered I am finally starting to see them as more than eye candy that play wonderful music(Do not snicker at meh!), they are real boys who live real lives, they bleed, cry, laugh, not like I didn't see this before, but it took me a while to really appreciate that I can accept the fact that I will never meet them. Sorry about ranting, but I've had this stuck in my head all weekend.....Ah, the weekend.....It was fun. Mostly me and Cheyenne talking about very inappropriate things....Including JB................Don't even ask. She's always fun, but our conversations can get a bit, explicit. Sometimes I forget she's only 13, it makes me feel like a bad friend, I'm only but I swear like a sailor and talk about.....Things in front of her......But it's not like she's a innocent little angel.....Still.....
Farewell!!!
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