The hottest guys EVAR!!!!!....The men of my life!

These guys are the most hottest people ever:

Jimmy: Sullivan, AKA: The Rev, AKA: My future lover!
He is smexy as hell! You don't think he's hot? I don't give a flying rats ass! Now....BACK OFF MAH MAN!....3 reasons I love him:

1. He's a drummer....Need I say more? We have a connection....I wanna be a drummer, Maybe my band will meet his one day!

2. He's fucking gorgeous! I'm not, but that's ok. I would do him SO HARD!!! He's also tall, I LOVE TALL GUYS!

3. His eyes are beautiful! I could look into them all day.

Cole Sprouse, AKA: Blonde Boy Wonder!

Dude, I usually hate blondes, but he is so HOT! He has a twin, but they aren't identicle....I wish! He's sooooooo.........AHHH!! Sorry I had a small preppy moment for a second. 3 reasons why I love him:

1. TIGHT PANTS! Does it get any better than that? I think not!

2. Eyes, yes again. I LOVE Eyes and hair, and both of his are wonderfully hot. Whe he flips his hair I actually scream like a little girl.

3. HAVE YOU SEEN HIM!?!?! Yuh, I know I already said he was hot, but oh my god!....But seriously, he seems really nice, and being around him is probably never boring.

Zacky Baker, AKA: HOTPANTS!

Ok, so I've said pretty much every word possible that means hot.......But I shall make up a enw one for Zacky, Superduperfuckalicious!! I really think I would do inappropriate things to him if I ever got close enough! 3 reasons I love him:

1. He has the sexiest eyes, I get lost in them......Well pictures of them....But he should watch out, or I might 'accidently' tackle him at a concert just to look into them!

2. How do I put this into words? I would..........No.........He should.......No.........I wanna get in his pants!.....Yep, that covers it.

3. He seems so sweet, and shy. Same as me.....Well accept the sweet part....And I'm not really shy, but anyway. I LOVE YOU ZACKY! I'm not a weirdo, hot guys just get me excited.

M Shadows, AKA: Matt Sanders, AKA: Mr. Dimples!

HAVE YOU SEEN THIS DUDE SMILE!? I seriously melt everytime! Too bad he has a kid and a wife.......That will change soon........Ok, so maybe not, but I still think he's super HAWT!

1. Dimples, that's it......DIMPLES!

2. He's so nice! And his voice is like the most soothing thing I've ever heard!

3. He has a really nice butt......Don't look at me like that!!! I'm a butt person!

Kevin Jonas, AKA: KJ, AKA: MINE!

Don't judge me! He's my favorite! If you don't think he's hot, then you can't call yourself a JB fan.....I've thought about stalking him for real, but then he probably wouldn't fall in love with a stalker, so......Yea.

1. His singing voice calms me, and that's hard to do.....I'm hyper ALOT! But I wish he'd sing more!

2. He's sweet, sensitive, wholesome, innocent, everything I'm not, but opposites attract right? Ok, so I may never even meet him, but I CAN DREAM!

3. He's talented....YES HE IS!...Deal with it hoes! If you don't think so then you suck monkey balls!

BACK OFF BITCHES!! These guys are minez!!

Call #2.......They saved the worst for last.

Like I said before, I went to the doctor....Blah blah blah, well I got the results of the EKG today......Good news? I WISH! Never, there is never good news........RESULTS: I have heart problems. SHOCK! Whatever, there's more........And no it's not any better. I have to go to a specialist......BULLSHIT!...All of it! I can't have any more caffeine! No more coffee, no more tea, no more......SUGAR!!! Why me? Why?........Doctors need to fu-........Go to hell...How dare they tell me I'm almost diabetic AND this all in the same week!!! Assholes........Pardon my language....I get really fed up with stupid meaningless shit. DIE DOCTOR DIE!!!



Non-doctor related stuff:
I'm working on a movie.....I really want to be a filmmaker one day and I feel really good about the whole storyline and stuff, my friend wants to be an actress so I offered her the lead role. The thing is, I'm screwed when it comes to money and everything else.....I have the story and the leading lady, I just need everything else. So I'm back where I was a year ago.......Up a creak without a freaking paddle. Nice.


More crap:
Many people know I love the Jonas Brothers, and alot of people know I don't like to flaunt my love(like most fans).......But I have recently become overwhelmed with them, but in a good way. I have their address, but I choose not to flood them with tons of mail and stupid useless letters about how I love them.....You see, in my realization I discovered I am finally starting to see them as more than eye candy that play wonderful music(Do not snicker at meh!), they are real boys who live real lives, they bleed, cry, laugh, not like I didn't see this before, but it took me a while to really appreciate that I can accept the fact that I will never meet them. Sorry about ranting, but I've had this stuck in my head all weekend.....Ah, the weekend.....It was fun. Mostly me and Cheyenne talking about very inappropriate things....Including JB................Don't even ask. She's always fun, but our conversations can get a bit, explicit. Sometimes I forget she's only 13, it makes me feel like a bad friend, I'm only but I swear like a sailor and talk about.....Things in front of her......But it's not like she's a innocent little angel.....Still.....




Farewell!!!

Phone Call #1........One down, one to go.

So yesterday the doctor called my mom. Guess what? Bad news. Of course, it's just my luck...I have high blood sugar. The doctor said I'm borderline diabetic, accept there isn't such a thing so I just have high blood sugar. Which means I have to stop eating so much crap and junk food. I don't think it's helping matters that I'm eating a BabyRuth while I'm typing this. But It'll be my last, 'till next week at least. Lawl. I'm a sugar freak. So the next few months will be hard. But hopefully I can get this sitation under control. What a thing to hear around Christmas, huh? I'm still waiting to hear about my EKG results. That should be fun. Not really. They'll probably say I need to go in for more testing and other crap. I'm not worried though, it can't be any worse than what I've already had to go through in the past few years. Yea, poor me. Wah wah wah.....I know. I'll live with it.....I have to. I just have to get myself together and deal. I haven't started thinking about what it would be like if I ended up being diabetic, I don't want to. It hasn't happened so I don't want to worry myself. And it also hasn't even hit me yet, that I MIGHT be.

Ok, I'm done complaining........For now.

I'm outskeeze!

Family......The Madness.

My mom's family came over to our house yesterday.....It was interesting. There were so many people it was like a beehive....BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ! Loudness. So there were 2 of my mom's sisters, 3 of my cousins, 2 of the sisters husbands, and my family....Let's count shall we? 2+3+2+5=12......Yep....Very crowded indeed. I haven't seen them for about 4 years but I didn't talk much. I'm not shy, I just don't ever know what to say....I always feel like when I talk, people think I'm stupid and that I don't know what I'm talking about.....Low self asteem, much? Yep. My cousin spent the night and I still haven't said more than 1..2..3.....6 or 7 words to him......"I ran into a tree." And "I do talk.".....8, that's it.....Lawl, how ironic is that last one? Hah. I'm very unpredictable so I could go down to my brothers room and be like "Yo, you need to talk to me." or I could go the other way and avoid him completely......I won't but I thought I'd give an example.......I need to be more social I guess....BUT If someone talks to me, I talk to them.......I'm not completely quiet. I just keep to myself.

I'm the silent partner.

See ya.

Blood, anyone?

I had a doctors appointment today. Fun, fun, fun! Psh! Yea right...Once again they told me what I already know. Fast blood pressure, palpatations, blah, blah, blah. So a blood test then an EKG later and all I have to show for it is a stupid needle mark in my arm, and a phone call. So, what did I learn from all this? Nothing.....Nothing at all. Doctors are morons. I live with my heart, so you'd think they would know I could tell when it's acting dopey. But no. Kidney problems? What else is new? I don't have kidney problems. I just don't drink enough water. End of story. The only fun part about today was getting blood drawn. What a rush! The site of blood rushing into a little vile attached to your arm, and oh my god! I'm hooked on it.....Not addicted, it just feels cool. I have an addictive personality so I don't know if I'm the best person to take blood from....But it's not my fault it feels so good! I'll calm down once I pump up some more to fill what they took out...But wow! Well at least one good thing will come from this whole shitty situation, I got to show my bra to the doctors office.....No, not like that! But it was still funny. For now I'll have to wait and see what the test says but it's not like I'm dying to go back to that 'place'.

I dispise doctors and their cold instruments!!!

Later.

Judge me if you must....

People are always on my butt about me liking what I like, it's annoying and they need to die. Well not die, but still. I can like whatever the hell I want. Your opinion doesn't mean crap to me. Example? Jonas Brothers.....Yes them...So shut it and listen. You can hate them all you want, I don't care. You can call them fags, again I don't give a crap. I'm not one of those "Oh mah gawd, I luv da JoBros!!You're stupid if you don't!!" Kind of fans, I don't shove them down your throat, I won't make you sit and listen to them. Do what you want. I'm not going to ask for flaming and crap to stop cause I know it won't, but I'm just saying that if people hate them that much then why would you take so much time out of your, I'm sure, busy lives to make fun of them and the people that listen to them? Flaming, spamming, trolling, whatever you want to call it, is just a lazy way of making people feel like crap because of what they like.

Likers vs. Haters.

Wanna know what I think? No?.....Too bad.

Haters:

1. Spam, flame, mock, blah blah blah; Waste of everyone's time.

2. You think only your opinion matters; Ok that's fine cause the truth is different to different people.

3. You probably have been made fun of for likeing certain bands too; So why would you make someone feel the same way you did? That's just plain evil.(lol)

Likers:

1. We take your comments to heart; We care, if we didn't, we wouldn't stand up for ourselves.

2. Our opinions are pretty much always the same; We still accept yours just so we feel safer.

3. Your critisism hurts, sure; We ignore most of it but it does get to us, ok?

There I said it.

I hope this was a waste of your time, especially if you're a hater. That's exactly what I meant. If you didn't like them, you most likely wouldn't have read this whole thing unless you're one of the few haters who respect us and what we think.

Ok, I'm done ranting.

Have a good day!

Now leave.

The music of my life.

Ok, so I'm sick of people asking what music I like. It's annoying. This is a complete list of stuff I listen to. Don't like it? Then don't listen to it!

List:

Avenged Sevenfold, Rammstein, System of a Down, Metallica, The Veronicas, Linkin Park, Korn, Metro Station, Cradle of Filth, CKY, HIM, Jonas Brothers, Paris Hilton, Evanescence, Bloodhound Gang, Simple Plan, Flyleaf, Marilyn Mason, Three Days Grace, Does it offend you, Yeah?, Lifehouse, Katy Perry, Lady Gaga, Nsync, Backstreet Boys, Fefe Dobson, Blink 182, Dimmu Borger, Tool, Drowning Pool, My Chemical Romance, P!nk, Firehouse, Aerosmith, Flaw, Sugarcult, The Used, 30 Seconds to Mars, Deadsy, Godsmack, Disturbed, Breaking Bemjamin, Black Sabbith, White Zombie, Whitesnake, Led Zepllin, Pink Floyd, Lynard Skynard, Crossfade, Foo Fighters, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Papa Roach, Seether, Five Finger Death Punch, Slipknot, Mudvayne, 3 Doors Down, Boxcar Racer, +44, Angels and Airwaves.

That's all....There may be more though. XD

GOODBYE!

Blahness-ness

Hey, yea so this is mah first blog......I dunno what to say. I'm Jules. I like red and I think Jimmy Sullivan is the secks. I might marry him someday.....Maybe not. Eh, I have two brothers, they're dorks. And if I could beat them up, I would. But I'm short so for now I'll have to settle for slapping them at random times during the day. I really don't like when people call me Emo cause I'm not. If I act random or hyper around you, that means I like you. Feel proud of it, I don't like many people. I'm not a bitch, I just kinda get moody. It may sound stupid, but the people I talk to online are the people that understand me the most. They are some of the best friends I have, even though I've never met any of them in person. That's all for now I guess.

Later, fools.