Family......The Madness.

My mom's family came over to our house yesterday.....It was interesting. There were so many people it was like a beehive....BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ! Loudness. So there were 2 of my mom's sisters, 3 of my cousins, 2 of the sisters husbands, and my family....Let's count shall we? 2+3+2+5=12......Yep....Very crowded indeed. I haven't seen them for about 4 years but I didn't talk much. I'm not shy, I just don't ever know what to say....I always feel like when I talk, people think I'm stupid and that I don't know what I'm talking about.....Low self asteem, much? Yep. My cousin spent the night and I still haven't said more than 1..2..3.....6 or 7 words to him......"I ran into a tree." And "I do talk.".....8, that's it.....Lawl, how ironic is that last one? Hah. I'm very unpredictable so I could go down to my brothers room and be like "Yo, you need to talk to me." or I could go the other way and avoid him completely......I won't but I thought I'd give an example.......I need to be more social I guess....BUT If someone talks to me, I talk to them.......I'm not completely quiet. I just keep to myself.

I'm the silent partner.

See ya.