Well? Am I annoying yet? I don't care. I'm STILL happy *shock* I haven't been happy for this long in.....FOREVER! It's a great thing. I could go outside and sing! I would if it wasn't like 20 degrees and I wasn't in my PJ's. Oh well, maybe another day. There's alot to look forward to in the next few months.
February: DC Rewind. JB 3D Movie.
March: Twilight on DVD. New Moon starts filming.
June-July: Camp Rock 2. New JB CD. JB Tour. HP&THBP
And more that I can't think of right now. I'm soooo excited though! Yea, so it all has to do with JB or Twilight, but they're the loves of my life and that's really all I care about right now. Twilight has gotten to me. I remember saying it was ALMOST a new obsession, hah! It's a full blown freak out now. I took a quiz and it said I was the Queen of being obsessed with it. I love that! People who don't like it can say whatever they want, but I'm going to love this for a while. I can feel it. I'm not going to rant about it in every entry, but expect alot of little bits about it here and there. I promise, no super mega annoying rants. And I keep my promises. For now though, I have something I need to get off my chest. I'm and completely and irrevocably in love with Jackson Rathbone. Now I know I said I was in love with Robert Pattinson and that it wasn't like a schoolgirl crush, but that was before Jackson. Harry Potter started my love for Robert. But before that, before I even knew it, I was in love with another, he was a Disney kid(go figure) and I thought he was cute. I only knew him by his first name, but I was in love. I forgot about him, not seeing or hearing of him begin in anything else, until Twilight. I waited so long to see it, but when I did...Let's just say it was a surprise that my favorite character in the book was my long lost crush. I was ecstatic! Like I've said before, I'm not going to rant about how I'm going to marry him one day, that's retarded. BUT, I will say that, that determination I felt a while back to meet R-Patts has strengthened. I was plotting my way to meeting them both, I even considered seducing Taylor Lautner. How pathetic am I? Haha. Like that would EVER happen. I'm super determined though and usually nothing stops me. I really want to be in Eclipse. I've set my sights on something more likely, something that isn't even close, something that I'll be ready for when it comes. Screw being in New Moon. There's nothing I'd even be considered for. It's weird isn't it? Me wanting to act, I mean. I never thought I'd really want to this bad. But to be a part of something so awesome and obsession-triggering would really boost my shyness. I'm trying to work on that and I think it will help. We'll see when it comes. Maybe I'll still have this if I become famous and everyone that read it can say they kinda knew me before I got so big, assuming I do well. That picture^ is one that will stay on my computer and in my head, for YEARS to come. ^.^
A day without seeing his face is a day I don't want to live. -Me.
Fairest of wells to you.
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