The hottest guys EVAR!!!!!....The men of my life!

These guys are the most hottest people ever:

Jimmy: Sullivan, AKA: The Rev, AKA: My future lover!
He is smexy as hell! You don't think he's hot? I don't give a flying rats ass! Now....BACK OFF MAH MAN!....3 reasons I love him:

1. He's a drummer....Need I say more? We have a connection....I wanna be a drummer, Maybe my band will meet his one day!

2. He's fucking gorgeous! I'm not, but that's ok. I would do him SO HARD!!! He's also tall, I LOVE TALL GUYS!

3. His eyes are beautiful! I could look into them all day.

Cole Sprouse, AKA: Blonde Boy Wonder!

Dude, I usually hate blondes, but he is so HOT! He has a twin, but they aren't identicle....I wish! He's sooooooo.........AHHH!! Sorry I had a small preppy moment for a second. 3 reasons why I love him:

1. TIGHT PANTS! Does it get any better than that? I think not!

2. Eyes, yes again. I LOVE Eyes and hair, and both of his are wonderfully hot. Whe he flips his hair I actually scream like a little girl.

3. HAVE YOU SEEN HIM!?!?! Yuh, I know I already said he was hot, but oh my god!....But seriously, he seems really nice, and being around him is probably never boring.

Zacky Baker, AKA: HOTPANTS!

Ok, so I've said pretty much every word possible that means hot.......But I shall make up a enw one for Zacky, Superduperfuckalicious!! I really think I would do inappropriate things to him if I ever got close enough! 3 reasons I love him:

1. He has the sexiest eyes, I get lost in them......Well pictures of them....But he should watch out, or I might 'accidently' tackle him at a concert just to look into them!

2. How do I put this into words? I would..........No.........He should.......No.........I wanna get in his pants!.....Yep, that covers it.

3. He seems so sweet, and shy. Same as me.....Well accept the sweet part....And I'm not really shy, but anyway. I LOVE YOU ZACKY! I'm not a weirdo, hot guys just get me excited.

M Shadows, AKA: Matt Sanders, AKA: Mr. Dimples!

HAVE YOU SEEN THIS DUDE SMILE!? I seriously melt everytime! Too bad he has a kid and a wife.......That will change soon........Ok, so maybe not, but I still think he's super HAWT!

1. Dimples, that's it......DIMPLES!

2. He's so nice! And his voice is like the most soothing thing I've ever heard!

3. He has a really nice butt......Don't look at me like that!!! I'm a butt person!

Kevin Jonas, AKA: KJ, AKA: MINE!

Don't judge me! He's my favorite! If you don't think he's hot, then you can't call yourself a JB fan.....I've thought about stalking him for real, but then he probably wouldn't fall in love with a stalker, so......Yea.

1. His singing voice calms me, and that's hard to do.....I'm hyper ALOT! But I wish he'd sing more!

2. He's sweet, sensitive, wholesome, innocent, everything I'm not, but opposites attract right? Ok, so I may never even meet him, but I CAN DREAM!

3. He's talented....YES HE IS!...Deal with it hoes! If you don't think so then you suck monkey balls!

BACK OFF BITCHES!! These guys are minez!!

Call #2.......They saved the worst for last.

Like I said before, I went to the doctor....Blah blah blah, well I got the results of the EKG today......Good news? I WISH! Never, there is never good news........RESULTS: I have heart problems. SHOCK! Whatever, there's more........And no it's not any better. I have to go to a specialist......BULLSHIT!...All of it! I can't have any more caffeine! No more coffee, no more tea, no more......SUGAR!!! Why me? Why?........Doctors need to fu-........Go to hell...How dare they tell me I'm almost diabetic AND this all in the same week!!! Assholes........Pardon my language....I get really fed up with stupid meaningless shit. DIE DOCTOR DIE!!!



Non-doctor related stuff:
I'm working on a movie.....I really want to be a filmmaker one day and I feel really good about the whole storyline and stuff, my friend wants to be an actress so I offered her the lead role. The thing is, I'm screwed when it comes to money and everything else.....I have the story and the leading lady, I just need everything else. So I'm back where I was a year ago.......Up a creak without a freaking paddle. Nice.


More crap:
Many people know I love the Jonas Brothers, and alot of people know I don't like to flaunt my love(like most fans).......But I have recently become overwhelmed with them, but in a good way. I have their address, but I choose not to flood them with tons of mail and stupid useless letters about how I love them.....You see, in my realization I discovered I am finally starting to see them as more than eye candy that play wonderful music(Do not snicker at meh!), they are real boys who live real lives, they bleed, cry, laugh, not like I didn't see this before, but it took me a while to really appreciate that I can accept the fact that I will never meet them. Sorry about ranting, but I've had this stuck in my head all weekend.....Ah, the weekend.....It was fun. Mostly me and Cheyenne talking about very inappropriate things....Including JB................Don't even ask. She's always fun, but our conversations can get a bit, explicit. Sometimes I forget she's only 13, it makes me feel like a bad friend, I'm only but I swear like a sailor and talk about.....Things in front of her......But it's not like she's a innocent little angel.....Still.....




Farewell!!!